The Mariana Trench...

Today's been officially THE MOST jobless day Ive had ever since iv come to Manipal... actually in my life... absolutely useless..

Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos
But i never knew
'Bout the little things.
Every single day
things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
for the little things.

Let the headlines wait,
armies hesitate,
I can deal with fate
but not the little things.
Armageddon may
arrive any day.
I can't get away
from the little things.

Come on... every damn second spent after waking up has been a drag... might as well as not have woken up at all..

People
They don't mean a thing to you
They move right through you
Just like your breath
But sometimes
I still think of you
And I just wanted to
Just wanted you to know
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

It's amazing how much such small things can affect you... and you just cant seem to do anything about it... and when you look back at what happened, you can't seem to figure out what went wrong... you apologize, but you don't seem to know what you are apologizing for...

The sky was blonde like her
It was a day to take the child
Out back and shoot it.
I could have buried all my dead
Up in her cemetery head
She had dirty word witchcraft
I was in the deep end of her skin.
Then, it seemed like a one car wreck
But I knew it was a horrid tragedy.
Ways to make the tiny satisfaction disappear.

Blow out the candles
On all my frankensteins.
At least my death wish will come true.
You taste like Valentine's and
We cry,
You're like a birthday.
I should have picked the photograph
It lasted longer than you.

Putting holes in happiness.
We'll paint the future black
If it needs any color.

And now time seems to standing still... For every second you have enjoyed previously, it seems to add a second to this period of absolute nonsense... you've like given up hoping that it will stop, cause that just seems to elongate the moment...

I was born a child of grace
Nothing else about the place
Everything was ugly but your beautiful face
And it left me no illusion

I saw you in the curve of the moon
In the shadow cast across my room
You heard me in my tune
When I just heard confusion

All because of you
All because of you
All because of you
I am...I am

What happens when your daily source of happiness, the one thing that keeps you occupied all day suddenly seems to be the cause of your unrest... you dunno what to do about it... it's no ones fault...

Dont say words youre gonna regret
Dont let the fire rush to your head

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I dont need to see any more
To know that
I can read your mind, I can read your mind

So you just wait... it will pass... it will pass... it will...

Holding onto patience, wearing thin,
I can't force these eyes to see the end.
If only time flew like a dove,
Well we could watch it fly, and just keep looking up.

This time we're not giving up,
Let's make it last forever,
Screaming "Hallelujah".
We'll make it last forever...

{
Tracklist:
Danny Elfmann - The Little Things
The Bravery - An Honest Mistake
Marilyn Manson - Putting Holes In Happiness
U2 - All Because of You
Paramore - Hallelujah
}

Going... going... going... gone.

"We must not shed tears. That is the defeat of the body by the heart. Because for us, this thing called the 'heart' can become nothing less than proof that one's existence is superfluous."

- Kuchiki Rukia